having nothing to say is not the same as saying nothing. also, the cockroach in the bathroom this morning was fucking gigantic
07/25/2006 09:24:09 EST •  tags: alcohol, anxiety, bike, blackouts, blather, brooklyn, cabinet, clothing, cockroach, cupcakes, database, despair, emotion, hipsters, hotdogs, interview, keyboard, language, laptop, love, merceccunningham, money, newyork, park, pizza, pool, rat, retarded, shakespeare, summer, video, work, writing, yeah


good:

  • rebuilding merce cunningham’s internal database
  • frying hot dogs in butter (the only worthwile thing I got from the book “dry” by augusten burroughs, you axed me)
  • the similarity of mcgorlick park with washington square park, not just in design (that sort of radial french-garden plan thing) but also in the way that each lane in the park seems to self-segregate into a micro-region based on foot traffic (e.g. in washington square, southwest corner = chess players, west middle corridor = nyu students going to class, center area = tourists watching breakdancers, etc… in mcgorlick park the distinctions are a mite more subtle, like polish dog walkers vs. new moms with bugaboos, but they’re still there).
  • maybe maybe maybe selling a book, knock on wood, yes yes
  • interviewing people and having them blab about design and language on tape for hours
  • cupcakes from billy’s
  • dancing with girls, all night long
  • riding a bike from greenpoint to redhook with your friend on a summer day … normally I enjoy deriding “bike people” as hillarious fanatics, but I can sort of see where they’re coming from with that. weaving in and out of the little niches between cars at high speed gives you this total man-over-machine type buzz, and plus if you’re doing this in new york, your perspectival POV of the city is very similar to how the video game Grand Theft Auto looks, which is entertaining. the whole thing is further enhanced by stopping at grimaldi’s and/or swimming in a redhook swimming pool, indeed.
  • doing laundry … just now in my laundry, I unexpectedly found an almost-new deerhoof shirt that I know is not mine, but is in my laundry and is my size. this never happens, but karmatically it makes sense considering the staggering quantities of my own clothing that has disappeared without warning or explaination into washing machines and dryers throughout my 27+ years of garbed existence
  • cutting video again
  • shakespeare in the park

bad:

  • the G train
  • hangovers
  • when someone you love very much is in a bad way, such that it makes them seem mean and nasty when really they’re just tired and scared, so you have to repress your emotion when interfacing with them, which is not easy because you love them and seeing someone you love in pain makes you kind of emotional
  • the total wasteland of despair that is typographic control in CSS
  • dumping liquid into your new laptop, destroying the keyboard
  • talking before thinking
  • drinking too much
  • forgetting recipes
  • transcribing interview tapes where both parties are hyped on coffee and talking 400wpm or thereabouts
  • money
  • not being able to sleep because of hideous anxiety attacks concerning life decisions and whatnot

ugly:

  • old polish men peering in your window at night and catching you dancing to really stupid shit
  • thinking proudly to yourself, “wow, I haven’t seen a single cockroach in my apartment all summer”, because as soon as you have thought that, you have of course irrevocably jinxed yourself and you basically see a huge one crawling up the wall as soon as you’ve finished the thought
  • rats that have been smooshed by cars
  • the hipsters who have formed a kickball league (replete with un-funny ironic team t-shirts) and play relentlessly in mackerren park
  • the blackouts currently plaguing brooklyn and the subway in general
  • leaving a cabinet open, forgetting you have done so, and then smashing your temple on it when abruptly standing up

… basically, yeah.

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